Tony's Life

26 days left

The chance to change my entire future is coming soon

There is nothing we can do but to face it with our strong mind , unfortunately i don't have the kind of thing ...
My mind is not strong enough , to make my dream to be true , although i know that what this words" working hard can make your dream be true " trying to tell us

But
I'm afraid
n worrying

Am i working hard , then my dream will be real in my life ...?

the answer is ( that will be what you are thinking )

My question is still not answered with a perfect modern answer



WELL
now is 1.19 A.M.

Only the few hundreds of hours
my chance is coming to face us
now i really can't concentrate my mind on my studies WTFF

sometimes i'm jealous that why they could do what i can't do .....
they get the higher marks than mine
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

now I'm emo because of the result of the trial
without the tips of it , i think i will get the worse 1
i tried , but so many problems i gonna solve


1.22 A.M.
ANSWER : THE LAZINESS

the toughest n biggest enemy of mine
If i'm not defeat it , i will be died
i'm seriously
FUCK LAZINESS

sometimes i wanna suicide
to get the thing out of my body , my mind , my soul n my heart
IT IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING
as you can see , my mind is still weak to overcome this

The confidence is weakening my mind
The laziness is collapsing my heart



FUCK YOU
I WILL NOT DEFEATED BY THIS 2 TINY THINGS  , EASILY

ONE DAY I GONNA SCREW YOU OUT
WITH MY MIND N MY HEART

now is 1.27 A.M.
(that's all )
god bless me

Now im enjoying the surfing of internet n im writing my blog as u all can see =.=

Nah ... I think my pc is started to have the emotion as the humans
Before it, i cant even start mozilla firefox
Click it twice n wait more than 15 minutes ....
Still not appear on my screen
So SUCK !!!!

After i downloaded a firefox 14....like that d software
reinstall it n it still not responding like before ...












AAHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i unlocked my phone screen lock
open music player n listen the songs in my phone loudly !!!!!!!!!

Now u guess what??
something happened with ( i dunnoe )

Firefox started n appeared on my pc 's screen ...
NNNNNNNNIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WTF is this ridiculous situition ???!!!!
Step 1 : open your phone 's music player
Step 2 : play whatever song u have in your phone
Step 3 : place your phone with playing music infront of your pc monitor
Step 4 : u can surf internet now as long as u can :)
???!!!!

LOL
my pc 's mozilla love to listen music to appear on my screen
LAUGH OUT LOUD
i still can't believe it man

Listening Bad Day by Daniel Powter n writing this post
feel like i can relax myself a little bit to prevent something ....??

:)
i gonna finish this before my bro see what i wrote in my blog 
CIAO~~~

In this few days ...
accidentally became a fan of a anime 
"The World God Only Knows"
 神のみぞ知るセカイ


Like the other anime of Japan 
it has seasons of its episodes 
the season 3 is coming soon 
waiting for it ( actually im still not complete season 2 ...haha )


Keima Katsuragi, an intelligent, gloomy teenager who is known on the Internet as "The God of Conquest" for his legendary skills to "conquer" any girl in Bishojo Games


Well, he doesnt has some super power but the spirit to conquer the all girls in the games...
His spirit became stronger in last episode in season 1 


以下乃是惰性所帶來的影響。。。
Copy&Paste :p
from Wikipedia ( luckily someone didnt shut it down for some sick privacy )


One day, out of pride, he accidentally accepts what he assumes to be a challenge for a Bishōjo game when in reality he has accepted a contract from a bumbling demoness named Elsie who asks for his help in capturing runaway spirits from Hell who are hiding in the hearts of girls. The only way to force the spirits out of the girls hearts is by replacing the spirits in the girls' hearts with himself (metaphorically speaking) by making the girls fall in love with him, much to Keima's horror. With the threat of death for both of them should he refuse, Keima has no choice but to help Elsie. Together with his intelligence and knowledge of the dating sim genre and Elsie's magical powers, Keima is about to embark on his greatest challenge.

 Elsie , a hell spirit huntress who is " younger sister " n partner of Keima...

Hey Hey


Excuse me ....

Your mother so fat ...

Ya yo chi can fun chui (sucked cantonese)

She got stucked...

ok thank you...

LOLZ WTF is this..??!!

  This is a Hong Kong comedy that it can't be more suck because it is the suckest ...=.=
Well , Hong Kong people doesn't have a humor sense and i know it , i went to there for a family trip ...

 
 Today is the first day of July in 2012 
my hardworking life will be started right now 
to make sure that i will have a good result in the final exam.......
WISH ME GOOD LUCK 


p/s : yesterday i just had "Sherlock Holmes : A game of shadows " the movie n it is awesome !!! especially the background music >< Hans Zimmer is a genius !!!


Just now i viewed my precious posts in this blog 
n i realized that  ... 

BLOGGER is the place that relaxes myself and it is the best compared to the twitter or facebook or other dumb social network...
BLOGGER is a little planet of mine , it's mine , a beautiful n peaceful place i can share at here ...
BLOGGER acts like a diary to me , it full of my stuff inside , never betray me ...

One last thing is it is a best way to make yourself fun and relax while you are reading your own posts :)


Good Night everyone 
Amen 

Well , there's gonna be my mistake to miss a nice song that Gotye gave to us ...

Before that , i just downloaded the song from "music download" via my smart phone (Xperia X8) n i just downloaded to follow the people...Yeah that's how i missed that song 

You know it , after a few days spent in my trip in Ipoh , Penang Island n last 1 Kuantan , i was on the way to back to hometown , Rawang . From Kuantan to Rawang it gonna waste at least 5 hours to take us back to there , thru the Genting Highland . As the last journey of my last secondary school trip , i was never slept in the car , but turned my phone on n plugged the earphone to listen the mp3s in my phone . Officially , my phone 's function is just the mp3 player and a device to contact people , nothing more , i met it 1 year after the ex 1 was accidentally jump into the toilet booth n at last it was rescued by myself , but it can't be used anymore because it ...got into the booth when it still turning on...

On the way to back to Rawang , in a car which my teacher rent it from some guy , i was trying to accept the latest song in my phone (not now) ...i mean i was listening "Somebody that i used to know " by Gotye .

Well , in the beginning , it is just some quiet voice n i can't hear it clearly but it perfectly suited the view of Genting Highland in a full moon night with some clouds that sometimes cover the golden moon .

"Now and then I think of when we were together
 Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
 Told myself that you were right for me
 But felt so lonely in your company
 But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

 You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
 Like resignation to the end, always the end
 So when we found that we could not make sense
 Well you said that we would still be friends
 But I'll admit that I was glad it was over "

Here is the some part of lyrics of "Somebody"

But the surprise was coming soon right here n i never expected that it can be so nice n made my tired body n heart a little bit of surprise element :)

Here it comes !!!

"But you didn't have to cut me off
 Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
 And I don't even need your love
 But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
 No you didn't have to stoop so low
 Have your friends collect your records and then change your  number

 I guess that I don't need that though
 Now you're just somebody that I used to know

 Now you're just somebody that I used to know
 Now you're just somebody that I used to know "

The climax is the best i ever listened before it :D it is so amazing i tell ya  xD

The rest of the lyrics is coming right here n now 

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody   

 Thanks to pay attention on this post , my pleasure to serve you well .

I threw a wish in the well,
Don't ask me, I'll never tell
I looked to you as it fell,
And now you're in my way

I'd trade my soul for a wish,
Pennies and dimes for a kiss
I wasn't looking for this,
But now you're in my way

Your stare was holdin',
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you,
And this is crazy,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

It's hard to look right,
At you baby,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you,
And this is crazy,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

And all the other boys,
Try to chase me,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

You took your time with the call,
I took no time with the fall
You gave me nothing at all,
But still, you're in my way

I beg, and borrow and steal
Have foresight and it's real
I didn't know I would feel it,
But it's in my way

Your stare was holdin',
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you,
And this is crazy,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

It's hard to look right,
At you baby,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you,
And this is crazy,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

And all the other boys,
Try to chase me,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad
I missed you so, so bad

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
And you should know that
I missed you so, so bad

It's hard to look right,
At you baby,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you,
And this is crazy,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

And all the other boys,
Try to chase me,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad
I missed you so, so bad

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
And you should know that

So call me, maybe?

what a nice girl song