Tony's Life

26 days left

The chance to change my entire future is coming soon

There is nothing we can do but to face it with our strong mind , unfortunately i don't have the kind of thing ...
My mind is not strong enough , to make my dream to be true , although i know that what this words" working hard can make your dream be true " trying to tell us

But
I'm afraid
n worrying

Am i working hard , then my dream will be real in my life ...?

the answer is ( that will be what you are thinking )

My question is still not answered with a perfect modern answer



WELL
now is 1.19 A.M.

Only the few hundreds of hours
my chance is coming to face us
now i really can't concentrate my mind on my studies WTFF

sometimes i'm jealous that why they could do what i can't do .....
they get the higher marks than mine
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

now I'm emo because of the result of the trial
without the tips of it , i think i will get the worse 1
i tried , but so many problems i gonna solve


1.22 A.M.
ANSWER : THE LAZINESS

the toughest n biggest enemy of mine
If i'm not defeat it , i will be died
i'm seriously
FUCK LAZINESS

sometimes i wanna suicide
to get the thing out of my body , my mind , my soul n my heart
IT IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING
as you can see , my mind is still weak to overcome this

The confidence is weakening my mind
The laziness is collapsing my heart



FUCK YOU
I WILL NOT DEFEATED BY THIS 2 TINY THINGS  , EASILY

ONE DAY I GONNA SCREW YOU OUT
WITH MY MIND N MY HEART

now is 1.27 A.M.
(that's all )
god bless me